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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
{ freed on 2:41 PM

without fail, this video always leaves me with a warm and happy feeling.

But i miss the makeup,the adultery and the screaming.



{ freed on 11:16 AM

There were nights when the wind was so cold

That my body froze in bed

If I just listened to it

Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel

That all the tears turned to dust

And I just knew my eyes were

Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left

And I can't remember whereor when or how

And I banished every memory

you and I had ever made

There were moments of gold

And there were flashes of light

There were things I'd never do again

But then they'd always seemed right

There were nights of endless pleasure

It was more than any laws

There were those empty threats and hollow lies

And whenever you tried to hurt me

I just hurt you even worse

And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days

When alone at last we'd count upall the chances

That were lost forever

But you were history with theslamming of the door

And I made myself so strong again somehow

And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

If you forgive me all this

And I forgive you all that

We forgive and forget

And it's all coming back to me

When you see me like this

And when I see you like that

We see just what we want to see

All coming back to me

I can barely recall but it's all comingback to me now





Back to posting every 15 minutes.Sian mah.


{ freed on 11:13 AM

I'm in a OMFG kinda mood.
OMG
OMF
OMFG
Lookie lookie*ripped frm meizhen's blog*

man i have to say that some ppl really ren bu ke mao xiang

shes actually very nice de

but shyshy like me xD

maybe taz why he bu de lai


Ohmygawd.Make me so jidong.
Fordunnowhatreason
Its like so zhun.
About someone and LSC.
sociable<3
Yayness
sometimes you dont need to pretend you know.
just ask.


{ freed on 10:01 AM

wtf.
Damn the fucking school.
Damn Ms y
We knew exactly what we wanted, and this isnt what we signed up for.
If this is what you want, we can give it back.
we just pon lah.
How much can you do if there's no one there?
Even if we're there, there's no passion.
We dont feel the love anymore.
Further more, you dont even want to tell us
So we stay in the dark until the last bloddy minute
Until the whole goddamn thing has changed
To know that we dont want to stay

The passion in dance has just started.
And perhaps just ended.
Think of what we wanted.
And think of what you did.
And how i hope to god it was worth it.
Worth the deep hatred there in everyone
And this is not the only cca thats happening to.
So that's what you wanted issnt it?
100 over girls without a passion.
Without a dream.
Hoping for a miracle we know will never happen.

The hiphop door has closed
the classical window opened.
But im just not sure if the window is any good
Just leave us stuck in this room and rot and die.

I never thought i would ever miss him
but i will.
We only cherish when its lost but when its lost, theres nothing to cherish.
But suddenly i feel we're so bonded.
Crying together.
Reminiscing of the past.
The new era


Friday, March 7, 2008
{ freed on 4:43 PM

Omg i realised that post ended up a bit lot on the longish side. So i'll really appreciate it if you read w-o-r-d f-o-r w-o-r-d.And tag.And think about what you did and how I hope its worth it.
Oh gawd i sound like a grandma. Have fun peeps(:


{ freed on 4:03 PM

TADAAAA!
IM back and better than ever:)*applause applause*
And you are very suay to reach this blog cause im not going to give a ear to ear description of LSC
I recommend xy's blog,lisa he's blog(brief but she'll probably post damn long later),jessy's blog.Jessy better dont dissapoint me hor(: And if yr looking for their url at the right side of my blog, I regret to tell you :I DONT LINK:/

In a way if you see it,posting/blogging for 1hr sth is NOT worth it,unless your job is blogging and you earn an extra dollar for every letter you type than by all means,dont stop blogging.Especially cos you very xin1 ku3 type 1hr sth and ppl take like 2 minutes to read finish yr post,tag at yr tagboard and then disappear to god knows where(susanna dont think sick).

ANYWAY,that was crapping.
Summary of LSC:
IT RAWKED!

Our telematch super rawked.I wonder if it wasnt wet weather it will still turn out this nice?Maybe its a blessing in disguise?Treasure it then:D And frm the telematch, i realise i love hte feeling of stress,pressure and maybe chiong at sometimes.BUt i still like stoning and being stone.Pure S on the inside:D

And through the eagle catch the chick,you can somehow see how everyone is like.The rough, the sporty,the mannered, the witty. I super pei4 fu2 all of them.One of a kind. I appreciate that some of them are so damn well mannered but really,just cos you accidentally touched one of the human barriers, you dont have to apologise and start all over again.And all the sports cca ppl all super pro de lor.The gymers,the trackers.And its just so much fun playing with some a classes But then dont assume if you want to guess the class.I canassure you its the last class you can think of.And i love love ppl staring at my face and then ohmygawding.

Charades rawked too.Just not as much as e catch the c.
Not even close.
Not even near.
Not even half of it.
Not even anyway near there.
But it was fun acting out for the ppl to guess.Some classes are oh so smart.While others are,well let's not say anything shall we?And admit it, some classes just get all the luck.One second earlier,Onee second later,the luck will be gone.Carpe Diem.They got it.That's how a 7 mark difference can be undone with a 3 mark bonus question.And adn there's so many shy ppl.There's super lot of ppl i want to see act.For the second time.Everyone just act 1 time and then like the same 5 ppl will go over and over.Round and round here we go again.

And i lovelove the leadership game.2 parts of it(:Dont ask me for the reason,ask yrself,thats the simplicity and bliss of it.It just makes me so happy. Reflect on yourself and all the things you've done. People make it or break it during camp. I just feel like i've broken it.Except when you're there i just dont feel alone.Look back, its still always just the most simple little things that make you the happiest.The most uncomplicated people.

And it ended happily ever after.And the best thing was?Its not even a fairytale.But im happy now at this moment. It doesnt last but im content.But really,it was a kick ass ending.And i believe it began at the very beginning of the day.Sometimes,i wonder how i got so lucky.i got what i want,what i've wanted and want i would want today.Sympathising with you was just false pretense, because that's exactly what i wanted.Really.

So those sad ppl dont be sad.There's no next year but there's always someone else.Someone else there beside you. By your side. So happy together.


Tuesday, March 4, 2008
{ freed on 5:40 PM

LSC camp tmr.Need i say more?


Monday, March 3, 2008
{ freed on 4:57 PM

Heartbreaker.
Cant you see everyone tried their best?
Their best to make YOU happy.
Maybe our best is not good enough, but that's all we can do.
Admit it, we're not perfect.
We're not loaded with money to get you whatever you want.
But we still have feelings.
And we hurt.