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♥ whispery .
shout and live for once

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
{ freed on 5:44 PM

Oh, it's time to let it go
The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought
I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, it's set on false pretense
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-'cause you know...
It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending don't deny
False pretense you'll hurt again
All along you know you thought you got the best of me
You were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I cannot believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it
It's set on false pretense
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-'cause you know...
It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending don't deny
False pretense you'll hurt again
Oh, it's time to let it go
I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...
It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending don't deny
False pretense you'll hurt againS
o play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand


Tuesday, January 29, 2008
{ freed on 5:58 PM

its so weird that i can do my geog project and then suddenly laugh out loud.And not abt anything funny just abt the 毛-ry maori.which is like old joke?All this days im zi-highing laughing abt dunno wad.And feeling very luan.especally maths i completely dont understand.So i jiu zi-high during maths.


{ freed on 3:42 PM

Im hooked on the ellen degeneres show even though i only watched 2 episodes but its so cool.Shes like chao enthu de and she makes everything so fun and she interviews popstar and she dances arnd like a teenager even tho shes 50 ardy?much better than oprah can?oprah just sit down on a chair interview what extraodinary ppl.guess wad?we'll not interested.i rather watch some celeb interview


Friday, January 25, 2008
{ freed on 5:01 PM

my blog is dead de lor
may you rest in peace


Thursday, January 24, 2008
{ freed on 6:09 PM

i love thursdays
good things ALWAYS happens on thursdays
and thursdays are supposed to be sway
so its miracle day
and i love 50cents
not the rapper
but $0.50
kays im being randomn xD


{ freed on 6:09 PM

yay juniors here for cca
cca was succesful
no scoldings
after a long long time
and i very lucky today
and happyhappy
i love thursdays


but then la setting 2mrw
diedie le
how???


Tuesday, January 22, 2008
{ freed on 5:33 PM


pete wentz nerdified.
and i see patrick stump


{ freed on 3:44 PM

ytd was my chao sway day
its so sway that i cant even blog

i went to school
nv do ALL my hmwk
thx to tkm presentatation
and thenchionging lor
but damn lot can?
stl need to give mortal letter

and then the first time in my life(maybe not la)
ms teng checks my maths
so i gotta tell her i didnt do

and then sci and history hmwk oso nv do
got scolded lor


and then manage to go for rachel's party
ended up getting cake on my shoe and shirt
courtesy of eu and rachel

and then i come home
wanting to blog abt my unlucky day
then i write damn damn lot
then "publish post"
and then the dunno wad error thing came out
and the com nv even automatically save the post
so pissed i shut down the com

and ended up writing a short post abt ytd


{ freed on 3:42 PM

300th post
this calls for a celebration so pour the champagne
pour the champagne(:


Friday, January 18, 2008
{ freed on 4:52 PM

白月光心里某个地方
那么亮却那么冰凉
每个人都有一段悲伤
想隐藏却欲盖弥彰

白月光照天涯的两端
在心上却不在身旁
擦不干你当时的泪光
路太长追不回原谅

你是我不能言说的伤
想遗忘又忍不住回想
像流亡一路跌跌撞撞
你的捆绑无法释放
白月光照天涯的两端
越圆满越觉得孤单
擦不干回忆里的泪光
路太长怎么补偿
你是我不能言说的伤
想遗忘又忍不住回想
像流亡一路跌跌撞撞
你的捆绑无法释放
白月光心里某个地方
那么亮却那么冰凉
每个人都有一段悲伤想隐藏却欲盖弥彰


Wednesday, January 16, 2008
{ freed on 5:22 PM

i made a achievement today

i randomnly found dh's blog

*lisa u better read this post*

and u bet his blog is damn stupid

tho i cant imagine he's a leo

cos leos wont embarrass themselfs and get bullied

but then he's born on the national day?

and summary of wad i think

he's stl a nerd

and guai kia

stl gets bullied/hit by clsmates

desperately trying to act cool

and failing miserably

significant zg nerd

in CHINESE orchestra and CHINESE chess

and is some environmentalistic freak?

*note to self*

how come i dont have uber uber cool exclsmates
but have to be stuck with zg nerds



(actually not really lah)


{ freed on 5:09 PM

I'm head over heels for someone (I)
That I really can't deal with (deal with)
I want to block her out my mind
But I really can't do it
I tell myself this the last time I'ma let her do this to me
Whenever we do spend time I realize that I can't get enough of you
Let me say to you)
Wipe that smile all off your fucking face
(Then I say to you)
Wipe that smile all off your face
(Then I say to you)
Wipe that smile all off your fucking face
(Then I say to you)
Wipe that smile all off your face
(Then I say to you)
To be despised
To be loved To be dreamt of
To be sought
On the inside I don't care
Right in the middle I'm right in the middle
To be despised
To be loved
To be dreamt of
To be sought
On the inside of I don't care
Be my unholy
My one and my lonely
I wear scarves and hoods
'Cause they're the only poker face that I got left
And everything I love about you is a mess
Smash the mirror and break the palm readers hand
(I) want to be better than I am


Tuesday, January 15, 2008
{ freed on 5:56 PM

omg i have no idea what happened to my tagboard
sometimes xiaohan's tag can be seen and sometimes it cant
why??


{ freed on 5:47 PM

I have decided to be a more organised person, inspired by lisa so i shall write down my new year's resolution(: (re-re-edited)

1.Be a better senior to the 101 juniors and to the nymd juniors so that all juniors can remember me as a nice nice senior,like in rulang robotics,i hope.

2.Pass piano 8th grade with distinction.

3.Learn a new instrument after passing piano exam:cello and guitar.

4.Stop swearing.No using of shit,goddamnit,fuck,bloody hell.I guess i want to stop due to listening to JT sing matherfucker one too many times.And listening to Mr R scream bloody hell.So im not gonna be like them.

5.Give all 101-ers b'day prezzies that they want. No giving of crappy stuff such as candle/mug/photo frame unless i really 不熟 with you so i give you those.And also give ex-clsmates prezzies or at least send sms/e-card when their bday comes

6.Mr R to know my name,and not because i suck.

7.Be promoted to sec 3 and being to take 3 sciences and to pass all subjects,especially geog and history,even in common tests.

8.Be in at least half of the performances in HOS2.

9.Stay in boarding school and be more independant.

10.Plan vacation for june,look through guides(which indirectly means history and geog)

11.Be nicer to everyone in class.Talk to the people i never talk to.

12.No ponning of CCA because it is quite enjoyable now and i feel bonded to the team after my first performance.

13.Send ppl flowers for choral and drama nite because that's may be the last time i get to see some of my frens.

14.Be a nice angel but i dunno why they nv make us write letters today,but i shall write to my mortal and then hope she dun dump me lor.And oso send mortal flowers for c&d nite.


15.Be more sociable/outgoing and make more friends in NY!xD


16.*I wanted to write train stamina but then who am i kidding?*so i shall write:have better ball sense.and not throw drinks down from the 4th floor ahem ahem


{ freed on 5:08 PM

smiles brighten my day(:
thank you to the four randomn ppl who smiled to me(:
yay i actually am working towards a goal of being more sociable
yay me *clap clap clap*


Friday, January 11, 2008
{ freed on 5:13 PM

i took the dancer test frm yj's blog
and the dancer KEPT turning cloakwise
even tho they say MOST ppl will see it turning anti
and the dancer NEVER turn the other direction no matter how hard i concentrate
so that means i am

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses feeling
"big picture"
oriented
imagination
rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
impetuous
risk taking


{ freed on 4:46 PM

I have decided to be a more organised person, inspired by lisa so i shall write down my new year's resolution(: (re-edited)

1.Be a better senior to the 101 juniors and to the nymd juniors so that all juniors can remember me as a nice nice senior,like in rulang robotics,i hope.

2.Pass piano 8th grade with distinction.

3.Learn a new instrument after passing piano exam:cello and guitar.

4.Stop swearing.No using of shit,goddamnit,fuck,bloody hell.I guess i want to stop due to
listening to JT sing matherfucker one too many times.And listening to Mr R scream bloody hell.So im not gonna be like them.

5.Give all 101-ers b'day prezzies that they want. No giving of crappy stuff such as candle/mug/photo frame unless i really 不熟 with you so i give you those.And also give ex-clsmates prezzies or at least send sms/e-card when their bday comes

6.Mr R to know my name,and not because i suck.

7.Be promoted to sec 3 and being to take 3 sciences and to pass all subjects,especially geog and history,even in common tests.

8.Be in at least half of the performances in HOS2.

9.Stay in boarding school and be more independant.

10.Plan vacation for june,look through guides(which indirectly means history and geog)

11.Be nicer to everyone in class.Talk to the people i never talk to.

12.No ponning of CCA because it is quite enjoyable now and i feel bonded to the team after my first performance.

13.Send ppl flowers for choral and drama nite because that's may be the last time i get to see some of my frens.

14.Be a nice angel but i dunno why they nv make us write letters today,but i shall write to my mortal and then hope she dun dump me lor.And oso send mortal flowers for c&d nite.

15.Be more sociable/outgoing and make more friends in NY!xD


Wednesday, January 9, 2008
{ freed on 4:51 PM

im so happy today cos i figured out sth important.
why is it february that has the least day?


becos
becos
.
.
.
becos its the last mth of the year in the roman calendar
and if you need prove
go look at the horoscope and you shall see that pisces is the last
and that aries is the first



(:
i am just so smart and ego xD


{ freed on 3:16 PM

My new discovery(:

Recently sighted:2 new jnrs

which means i have 6 jnrs
or 7 not sure
but is quite gd de

yay!XD


Tuesday, January 8, 2008
{ freed on 5:40 PM

aiya bored
sianed
want to change blogskin
blogskin too emo le
but i hate happy happy blogskins
so i shall just stare at the com
and stone:D


{ freed on 4:45 PM

omg i love capricorn
i really love capricorn
did i say howmuch i love capricorns?
oh yes i love capricorn
yes i really really do
after scorpio of course
goooooooooooo capricorn!:D


{ freed on 4:09 PM

cca auditions coming up
so everyone jiayou jiayou
ok i dunno wad to say anymore


Friday, January 4, 2008
{ freed on 5:37 PM

雨后的城市寂寞又狼狈
路边的座位它空着在等谁
我拉住时间它却不理
会有没有别人跟我一样很想被安慰
风停了又吹我忽然想起谁
天亮了又黑我过了好几岁
心暖了又灰世界
有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类
爱收了又给我们都不太完美
梦作了又碎我们有几次机会去追
云在半空中被微风剪碎
回忆也许美可是正在飞走对不对


Thursday, January 3, 2008
{ freed on 4:34 PM

mrs koh made us do alliteration thingy which was damn funny
and with lisa we thot of some too
pls dont be offended
it is all meant in a nice and cute way

yijun shld be---guai kia guo
meizhen shld be---minnie monnie meizhen(dunno how to spell minnie monnie)
nicole shld be---nerd nicole
nat shld be---naughty nat



and i cannot rmb anything
but it is meant in a nice way so dont get offended ok?


Wednesday, January 2, 2008
{ freed on 5:39 PM

Dance like no one's watching
Sing like no one's listening
Work like you don't need the money
Love like you've never been hurt before
Live like there's no tomorrow


{ freed on 4:41 PM

and the coolest thing is that on mondays we go to school at 8.30.ny damn nice rite?i mean 8.30 then we can wake up late,like at 7.30 liddat.and we got 2 form teachers.even tho everyone say mr ng fierce but then i think its cool cos he will give us more attention for c&d nite(:and ms ye is gonna teach us again.actually i think its ok if she teach us cos its so called entertainment for the class during her lessson.but ms ye is 101'08's form teacher.actually it wont be that bad cos we are the only class that has trouble with ms ye so maybe our jnrs will like her?
and its so unfair that they get mr lim kok kok lor for aep.seriously,who doesnt want mr lim kok kok for teacher?
and our juniors seem kinda boring.but it may be oso because its their first day and all but i hope they can be more enthu and all.like usxD


{ freed on 4:22 PM

start of the school.sad.even tho its nice to see 101 201ppl back.
and the major accomplishment of today was spotting*drumroll pls* 4 jnrs
my eyesight not bad seeing as its the first day of school
and so cool 2 of them in 101
and 1 of them is in aep
and another one DSA softball
which is a duh thing as she is the best softballer for primary schools in 2007
and another one in robotics
how can ny NOT have robotics?
i mean i know that ny used to have but i shld stl have lor
just bcos robotics USED to be a sucky cca doesnt it stl will be rite?
there are ppl that are trained in robotics and want to join rite?


{ freed on 3:48 PM

I have decided to be a more organised person, inspired by lisa so i shall write down my new year's resolution(:





1.Be a better senior to the 101 juniors and to the nymd juniors so that all juniors can remember me as a nice nice senior,like in rulang robotics,i hope.





2.Pass piano 8th grade with distinction.





3.Learn a new instrument after passing piano exam:cello and guitar.





4.Stop swearing.No using of shit,goddamnit,fuck,bloody hell.I guess i want to stop due to listening to JT sing matherfucker one too many times.And listening to Mr R scream bloody hell.So im not gonna be like them.





5.Give all 101-ers b'day prezzies that they want. No giving of crappy stuff such as candle/mug/photo frame unless i really 不熟 with you so i give you those.And also give ex-clsmates prezzies or at least send sms/e-card when their bday comes





6.Mr R to know my name,and not because i suck.





7.Be promoted to sec 3 and being to take 3 sciences and to pass all subjects,especially geog and history,even in common tests.





8.Be in at least half of the performances in HOS2.





9.Stay in boarding school and be more independant.





10.Plan vacation for june,look through guides(which indirectly means history and geog)





11.Be nicer to everyone in class.Talk to the people i never talk to.





12.No ponning of CCA because it is quite enjoyable now and i feel bonded to the team after my first performance.



13.Send ppl flowers for choral and drama nite because that's may be the last time i get to see some of my frens.



14.Be a nice angel but i dunno why they nv make us write letters today,but i shall write to my mortal and then hope she dun dump me lor.And oso send mortal flowers for c&d nite.




14 wishes,for when i turn 14 this year on october 30.haha not exactly.